15 months, oh ye, I ve been in the states for 15 months, for struggling, waiting, schooling,working,eating,sleeping,whining,shaming,shaking,living,eeeetc...and shopping, I am looking at those two over-fulfilled suitcases, no doubt about shopping. mmm, how many "first time", that you know very important time has happened here, wow, as long as I am thinking abt all these, and looking behind me, everything seems all worthy it.
And something I gonna mention is abt the church. I know you must be strongly doubting about this, right, I am not sure either, whether I was just killing the time on Sun morning, or I might fall in love with that stretch of lawn, it must be sth beyond this. let s say, if there is a word which connects with "faithful", "hope", "peace", "believe", "joy","grace", you wouldnt name it but "church". This is where I believe that all the questions can be answered, all the stress can be released, all kinds of sound can be put on the same complanate table to be told all good kids will have candies.

Merry Christmas, America. Merry Christmas,Beijing.






















